ONPAUSE

We were on the edge of being nothing And for a second there I thought about jumping But all the heaviness of gravity goes away when you're here touching me Even though we're getting close to falling It's too soon, too much to live and let it die But I can't keep us alive And numb the pain Sever my mind with space and time When I'm away I kill the lights and shut the blinds Inside my brain Pretend the problem is gone When I put it on pause Just stop the time So we don't have to say goodbye Have to say goodbye So we don't have to Bend until we're bound to break open 'Cause when I get home the tables start turning And all this awfulness inside of me will go away and turn to tragedy Even though I know we both wanna solve it It's too soon, too much to live and let it die But I can't keep us alive And numb the pain Sever my mind with space and time When I'm away I kill the lights and shut the blinds Inside my brain Pretend the problem is gone When I put it on pause Just stop the time So we don't have to say goodbye Have to say goodbye So we don't have to And you know I'll be the one trying to make this right Take on most of the pain when I know it ain't mine I shed a tear with the way you got me in my mind But won't move on, won't let this stop Ignore the pain Sever my mind with space and time When I'm away I kill the lights and shut the blinds Inside my brain Pretend the problem is gone When I put it on pause Just stop the time So we don't have to say goodbye Shed a tear with the way you got me in my mind Have to say goodbye So we don't have to (Oh) Have to say goodbye I kill the lights So we don't have to