Unattractive

You make me wanna be desperately and completely unattractive You make me wanna squeeze fat out of my chest until it's flattened Your eyes crawl and claw along my skin and I'm aware of that feeling settling in The feeling of being a fox around a walking gun staring down the barrel not knowing when to run I wanna take my body and burn it off until I'm a walking talking turn off Feed me, knead me Eat me, seize me down You talk to my body like you're trying to convince it to leave me To abandon the bitch that's screaming at you "release me" Please me please me please me Your lashes flick like mini knives, eyes like a gun You watch your strength, a horse you bet on and won Your inside is empty and addicted, you paint the world with porn I wanna pull my face off, it's impulsive to be around you and wanna be fucking repulsive You play, you stroke You grip, you grope Relax, oh can't you take a joke You spread, undress Me in your head I'm sitting still Your eyes are red I'm gross, I'm green I'm flattened, I'm floored I grab my keys I watch the door I lost my footing There's no ground to stand in My thighs are pudding You push your hands in