Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cari Stewart Josephs
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cari Stewart Josephs
Songwriter
Zachary Cayenne-Elliott
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Melo-Zed
Producer
Lyrics
Maybe if I push my luck I'll make it
I know that's not a healthy thought
But I can't help it
The way the mind distorts
Can be impressive
I've often struggled with being selfish
Not in the way you think,
Not self preserving
But Most times I put me first
it makes me nervous
Swear I've been trying
Maybe I need some help
I been praying, loving, crying, writing
but nothings pushing the needle
Coz I don't trust myself
I often feel like a stranger
Inside my own body
All the these insecurities
Been building homes inside people
Coz I don't love myself
And again over and over
Here again over and over
And again over and over
Here again over and over
Full grown
I don't know what I
Believe in anymore
It is fate or is it God?
Man I'm questioning it all for some reason
Cuz I really want to
Run away
But I'm fighting versions of me
And I can't trust that I see clearly
Run away I'm treading water so deep
And a mind that's so abrasive
Swear I've been trying
Maybe I need some help
I been praying, loving, crying, writing
But nothings pushing the needle
Coz I don't trust myself
I often feel like a stranger
Inside my own body
All the these insecurities
Been building homes inside people
Coz I don't love myself
And again over and over
Here again over and over
And again over and over
Here again over and over
Maybe if I push my luck
I'll make it
Writer(s): Cari Stewart Josephs, Zachary Cayenne Elliot
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com