Won't Let Go

I'm not fine I can't see myself I can't hear your voice I can't smell this life Anymore Anymore Anymore All this time I can't feel my limbs I can't feel my skin I can't reach my dreams I can't smell this life Anymore Anymore Anymore Can't even fight this shit Can't even think can't even breathe Can't even dive this pit Can't even try risk it I'ma fake my grit but I won't take shit Whole life mistake and I ache My head drive's displaced And I waste my time every day Still I'm building back up But I can only try so hard I'm feeling my lungs Giving up now feels right I won't let go I won't let go Static in my ways Noble souls are gone And all I see Is artificial life All the lights are gone Now I'm going to fight this shit I don't really see how can I be I cannot stop this guilt Now I'm going to mark this trip Going to use my gift till i won't exist Whole life I lied to myself My head thought I'm fine but I yelled Called quits every time Still I'm building back up But I can only try so hard I'm feeling my lungs Giving up now feels right I won't let go I won't let go Still I'm building back up But I can only try so hard I'm feeling my lungs Giving up now feels right 'cus I'm building back up I can try hard But my lungs I won't give up