I don't smile
When people look at me
Like there's something wrong up in my head
And I hate it
To see myself feeling good pulling the trigger, oh
My mind is always busy
When a fool meets the dust
It's never really easy
And I never have enough
I tried so hard for
Controlling my desire
I've been always wondering by the sea
And just to find some peace
I don't want to die
Well, I don't want to live
I've got a family
And no I've got four kids
Please just take my money
There's something we could try
I still wanna bang
My fortune is running dry
My momma's gonna miss me
There's so much to be seen
Oh please just kill me
And blah blah blah blah blah
Well I've got a message for you all poor little things
Nobody gives a crap about MY feelings
Used to just worry
What do they mean by "rest in peace"
I always just want it
To be quick and from the back side
Used to just worry
What do they mean by rest peace
One between the eyes
Two for the show
And three for the fuckers
You see them come and go
I hate the feeling
When i can't fit the leg
Inside my little trunk
Looking on my set of scalps
One that's on the right always makes me laugh
My mind is always busy
When a fool meets the dust
It's never really easy
And I never have enough
I tried so hard for
Controlling my desire
I've been always wondering by the sea
And just to find some peace
I got it though
