Only Human (feat. SnowyStripez)

I can see it in your eyes that you're heartbroken Your last man ripped all of your scars open Now you're drinking and you're staring at the starshoping That you'll never love again and this time you're not joking Usually soft spoken, but you had it up to here Wondering how the hell you wasted the last couple of years On somebody who never loved you enough You were unprepared, lookin' for a love that just wasn't there Now your putting up a wall and it's not breakin Relashionships is somethin' you don't wanna part take in Your heart's aching, friends are askin you "What's wrong", you can not take it So you're in your room and you're all faded Thinkin' nobody would want you if you're not naked And that men are all the same, you should stop takin' chances 'Cause no man knows what romance is You're becoming numb and you're done giving passes This war in my mind, I can't seem to end Doctor please help me, I just want friends Going to a place only I'll ever know Cut into my face, am I beautiful to you What am I doing? I'm only human What am I doing? I'm only human It's like no matter what you try you can't get it right You always attract the ones who lie and the jealous type And the ones who make you cry during every fight And sometimes make you wanna quit and just end your life He sais your a hoe and even sais it twice Has you thinkin' you're the type of woman he could never wife Like you're not worthy of him and his empty eyes Only wanting sex, 'cause his love can be incentivised Now you're having trust issues with every guy 'Cause they remind you of him almost everytime So now when it comes to love you don't even try You don't let it grow, you just let it die But honestly if you were at his side You would be the saddest bride He has so much baggage and he won't forget to pack his pride You're always askin why and I know why You attract that kind of guy more than half the time And it's because your mind is focused on the wrong things You know what you don't want to see What focussing on what you want brings Every single thought becomes an offspring You don't gotta listen to your mind everytime, let your heart sing You keep running, what the hell from? You got so much love in your heart You should try to give yourself some Don't hold yourself up to other people's standards You should know that yours is the only one that matters The pieces of you they don't need to be gathered 'Cause you were never broken or shattered Focus on enjoying more laughter and all the rest after No Photoshop needed, 'cause you're perfect as captured This war in my mind, I can't seem to end Doctor please help me, I just want friends Going to a place only I'll ever know Cut into my face, am I beautiful to you? What am I doing? I'm only human What am I doing? I'm only human