Vertigo

I was never meant to care About the mundane fears Locked inside my own stare Scared to face my tears Your head writes a tragedy Belligerent in war Nursing my own vanity Take me back to Being here, I'm not here, my head's in a car That's driving away hundred miles per hour As I'm terrified and scared of what's to come I want to feel euphoric, but abandoned by mine I'm chasing for a purpose, defined by bloodline To all the good people who keep you alive I'm still in constant vertigo Tired of running from me Swept to open sea I'm still in constant vertigo Head rushing fast Greedy, I ask to save all of me Intrigued by my own sins Of fury and guilt A terrifying void within Of dark emotions we built Hide me from my existence Blinding me with rage Hide me from my resistance Take me to your Paradise of Eden who locked me inside The walls of your conscience and selfish goodbyes To abandon all light with no remorse for my mind I want to be healed, but I can't waste my time Avoiding all relationships, give me a sign To all the good people who keep me alive I'm still in constant vertigo Tired of running from me Swept to open sea I'm still in constant vertigo Head rushing fast Greedy, I ask to save all of me