Firefly (feat. Patricia Portillo)

Some say the end is the beginning and every life is a cycle Every life is a story, so every life is a bible Pulled in different directions by opposites that entice you It's hard to see with all of the devils and gods inside you When the lights come down and the room gets dark In the candlelight flickers I'mma do my part Darkness in my spirit give me lyrics, but i fear it Only leads me to the doors of my destruction I can hear it Through the walls of conciousness avoiding all my common sense And now anxiety appears to be my body's only occu-occupant Sometimes I feel like the only choice is just to not exist No, I'm just talking shit Wouldn't do that to my mom and shit Do that to my pops and shit Do that to my kids To my wife To my friends To my useless fucking life and shit I might just try to sit and sniff and sip it all away tonight And slip away into to the night and never see the morning light I hope it's more to life before it turn myself into a fucking poltergeist 'Cause I got nothing left and I don't know what's right That's why tonight I'm sitting in the lowest posture In front of an altar tryna find a way to open all my frozen chakras Breath into the belly, breath it up out through the nostrills And as my mind settles then I start to hear the gospel That some are still scheming for one another to fall But self love requires the most courage of all I've been trying to be healed Looked into the sky for any sign to be revealed When I'm out in public I aspire to be real But the truth is that I'm only every trying to conceal What it's like to lose a friend, in every moment you pretend That it isn't killing you that you never see them again So I take a deep breath within and I say your name in my mind And the craziest thing about it is you respond every time So I know I'm not alone as I'm taking steps in the dark 'Cause life is the deepest valley between the head and the heart All you need is love and every moment is a choice And if you close your eyes and listen, every moment has a voice So if you every find yourself fighting your past battles It's important to remember even light casts shadows And some are still scheming for one another to fall But self love requires the most courage of all