I feel discomfort
Wish i could disappear
Can't even numb it
Something is wrong, oh dear
I'd shut myself in
Hoping you would appear
I weighed the options
Weight was too much, i fear
But not much for nothing
I still can't rest these years
Pushing that button
Freedom became unclear
I feel I'm stumbling
Hope is like nowhere near here
Wished for the best but
Pain is like all I'll give
And it won't make me much
But it's the grip, I'm stuck
I'm sinking, giving up
And it won't make me much
But it's the grip, why I'm stuck
I'm sinking, giving up
But I know you don't give a fuck!
On and on and on it goes
Weary wandering lost soul
Stripped it all like meat from bone
Leave me there to rot alone
