I search within myself and
I'm lost in this maze
I try to find a piece of anything
To prove to me that I'm still me
When you look at me
What do you see
Is the man that I am who I use to be
I don't know
What am I suppose to do with all of the choices I've made
Things that I've lived with that'll follow me to the grave
I want to give up but I don't have a choice
I gotta rise up from the ashes and lift up my voice
Go
I am not a shell
But I am not well
I am not empty
I'm figuring out myself
I just want to be the best me
No matter what it takes
I'll be searching
And I just came up empty again
I've lost all hope and my heart is waning
The expectations that I've had for me
Have become too much
And I'm failing
So you leave me in the dust
Fighting for air
It's not fair
All of the pressure that you put on me
I would do anything to put down these stones
But to fight through the struggle is the only way I can grow
I am not a shell
But I am not well
I am not empty
I'm figuring out myself
I just want to be the best me
No matter what it takes
I'll be searching
I am not a shell
But I am not well
I am not empty
I'm figuring out myself
I just want to be the best me
No matter what it takes
I'll be searching
