Indebted

Getting high at all the wrong times Been dishonest with myself But my conscious picks apart every lie My folks are only getting older I keep myself telling myself I should call more And I hope they understand I love them When their mindless routines drive them bored Every hour that they spent All the life that they had missed Just to give their son a chance When I catch myself complaining About the things I will not do Wish that I could thank them back My folks are only getting older I keep myself telling myself I should call more And I hope they understand I love them When their mindless routines drive them bored I only do this to feel fine We've come to understand our terms But I can't forget the disappointment in your head Because that shit hurts I only do this to feel fine I hate to hurt you, that feels Worse Every hour that they spent All the life that they had missed Just to give their son a chance When I catch myself complaining About the things I will not do Wish that I could thank them back Getting high at all the wrong times