It is what it is

Nobody knows me quite like I know me but it is what it is Life is awfully lonely I wish he would hold me but it is what it is I hold my breath as the tears spill into my ears as I lie there beside him I wish I could disappear consumed by the fear that I'm no longer exciting it is what it is it is what it is He'll never love me quite like I love him but it is what it is It might suffocate him I'm selfish, I hate it but it is what it is I hold my breath as the tears spill into my ears as I lie there beside him I wish I could disappear consumed by the fear that i'm no longer exciting it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is My world is getting darker but I can't see the stars I'm losing my spark did you catch a glimpse? hopelessly I'm hoping to get better but damn I am what I am and it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is nobody knows me quite like I know me but it is what it is