Visions

I used to have the visions of me driving nice cars I turned one of my dreams into reality it stop starts Next on my agenda is ticket flying first class Around the globe and by the time I'm back it be no more stop start Grew up in a time trading Pokémon and go go's If they got envy in their eyes they gotta go go Cousins beefing cousins coz they repping different postcodes I dunno why it's gotta be the way it is I don't know I tried to make a difference but they Said it wouldn't happen for me Said I was alright the way I was They said they're happy for me When I started making change I see they wasn't happy for me They all told me wouldn't happen for me Either got an envy in their eyes or wanting something from me Always eating last I thank the gang for always sticking with me Give a fuck about what u think of me I'm bored of counting 10s or 20s Rather be here counting 50s My time is my money n my money is my time N if I gotta say my wrongs I'll do my best to make it right N if u lost a couple battles with ur demons least to say u tried I'm tired of being average living life around a 9 -5 100 on the dash I'm in a 50 really doing me U told me it's not you you said its me what's dat suppose to mean If I can't be myself then who the fuck am I supposed to be People only out to stab your back it really bothers me I used to have the visions of me driving nice cars I turnt one of my dreams into reality it stop starts Next on my agenda is ticket flying first class Around the globe by the time im back it no more stop start Grew up in a time trading Pokémon and go gos If they got envy in their eyes they gotta go go Cousins beefing cousins cuh they repping different postcodes Dunno why it's gotta be the way it is I don't know I been chasing paper even though it's been a lonely road I ain't a people person, got my stack n I don't feel alone Only hit me up if you be calling bout making dough If u ain't then I ain't tryna hear it call another phone Done it by myself n i learned to let the shit go They say that I was lucky I was down n that I've been broke They only hating on me cuh im winning n they still broke I had to shut the curtains cuh they were staring through the window That's why we say nay yah Everyone be moving like a snake oh why They tell u that they wid u but they ain't oh my Imma leave dem in the dust cuh at the top it smells nice Ur the reason why my hearts gone cold Only thing I'm gonna love is when my wrist be froze I remember being down n broke Now I got star lights everywhere I go I used to have the visions of me driving nice cars I turnt one of my dreams into reality it stop starts Next on my agenda is ticket flying first class Around the globe by the time im back it be no more stop start Grew up in a time trading Pokémon and go gos If they got envy in their eyes they gotta go go Cousins beefing cousins cuh they repping different postcodes Dunno why it's gotta be the way it is I don't know