I Wish

I wish I could tell you everything I could tell you everything yeah Just like before before before And I wish I could tell you everything I could tell you everything yeah Just like before before before Still remember when we broke up Fucked my whole world up Cried you a river like I'm Timberlake Almost filled a lake Or maybe a creek like I'm Thomas Bet that I promise the pain was beyond this I'm honest truth be told the fact I survived Shit I'm astonished Love ain't always what it seems to be Times expensive other days it's free Other times it's real then it's make-believe Truthfully I'm wondering what you think of me Does she love me? She love me not? She told me once but I forgot I spark a blunt I'm numb I'm high Just to get by when you left my side But I can't forget what's yours and mine Every day my brain rewinds to a different space You would figure that I knew my place Figure that I knew the right way to facilitate My way back to your heart Still I'm on Broken Dreams Boulevard We be like good then fall apart Get back together and then it restarts And I wish I could tell you everything I could tell you everything yeah Just like before before before I wish I could tell you everything I could tell you everything yeah Just like before before before Still I always drive down Solano with the windows down how I always ride Left on Toomes looking for your smile then I make a right hah On Blossom searching for your vibe It's awesome Parallel park then I walk in Pretty little figure skip the talking Skip the talking There was love cause you told me there was And you never lied to me not even once Cause you tbh were my true love If I'm being real tbh were my first drug We broke up I drove to my spot Punched the dashboard broke that shit I was hot You know that shit cap I'm wrong with the facts But that was the first time hurting like that Crying and shit losing my tracks Birthday candles wishing you back I blow them out that shit's a wrap Never again will I fall for that trap I know that things always gon change I know that things are no longer the same Right now I'm nobody one day I'll have fame Maybe that day it'll kill off the pain.