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Pick up and go, just hit the door Look at the time that's wasted huh Wait any more, you only get slower You on a race against the clock You only get z's, there's no release, this a disease to keep you back You still on the ground, get off your butt Get back to work and make that that buck Ain't done enough to make that cut Too many years of giving up I got some plans to keep demands to meet The devil can't keep me stuck Or maybe it's me that got me stuck Yeah maybe it's me that got me stuck God got the funds for my fees all the keys to my dreams And He keep this whole thing on lock Just can't stop cause I'm passionate I don't need to fast when I'm passing it That's the kinda thinking got me on pause At least I'm aware of some of these flaws If you read more that cause growth Got some good advice on a bad road Last year got a couple books from the logos They still in the same bag from the logos Crippled by a mind curse, help me Holy Ghost Stopped when I'm so close seems like it's reverse Screamed at the universe blame it on the planet Earth Blame it on my best friends blame it on the past tense Blame it on my mother even blamed it on my dad You can blame it on everything I want and never had I just wanna go off on a blaming spree just can't seem to put the blame here on me It's the truth, no it's a lie It's the truth, no it's a lie Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause Take the step, no stay inside Take the step, no stay inside Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause Tryna be vectored higher Losing direction, scalar You should just call Him You should just call Him Tryna be vectored higher Losing direction, scalar You should just call Him You should just call Him I yell at God, wondering when would you call me into purpose I'm supposed to be in my surplus Of blessings, successes and all of the like I look in the mirror and man I don't like what I see I'm supposed to be, on top of the globe Plotting to rule the whole world, and carving my path to the throne Igniting my art, watch it explode Forget it, my pride might make me implode It's not problematic to put in a verse I'm one bad decision to ride in a hearse Oh God I hope you're hearing my cry I've not been afraid, open up to the Ghost Was bright on the east, now I'm on the west coast My 24 hours might come to a close My sunrise to sunset will not loss I do it by force, Obi wan Kenobi What is the cost? I might not recognise me God I'm your image so why am I sad Why do I feel that I'm less than a man Why is it every time You come around I just don't hear your voice Are You mute are You mad In need of Your help, where do I find it Up at the alter, or stuck in a book Give me the chapter and I'll know where to look I don't wanna burn, feels like I'm cooked There has to be something that I've overlooked I've been in your graces for hundreds to see What is my purpose, where should I be Feels like I'm stuck How long will I last My past is my future, my past is my present My past is my joy but that past is the past It's the truth, no it's a lie It's the truth, no it's a lie Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause Take the step, no stay inside Take the step, no stay inside Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause Tryna be vectored higher Losing direction, scalar You should just call Him You should just call Him Tryna be vectored higher Losing direction, scalar You should just call Him You should just call Him I've halted my journey, enough is enough I've laced up my shoes, this road can be tough I going all in, this isn't a bluff God hold the cards, this isn't on luck I'll submerge in Your glory 'til there's nothing left I said You were mute but maybe I'm deaf I've got so much questions to let it just be I'll dive in the deep, just help me to see Pause