Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

Another suicide attempt, why would you do that? My family's concerned, why didn't they know that? All you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for No one knows it isn't easy when you're suicidal I'm feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling? Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling Don't wanna be a problem, that's what I'm thinking Try to change my point of view with just "get a grip, kid" Depression, you're always sad Just don't think about that You're seeing things and you're scared You know there's nothing there Panic attacks, you can't breathe Just calm down and you'll see You can't get out of your bed Just pull yourself together Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Nothing's ever easy when you're suicidal Catch me on the floor, broken bottle, poisoned vitals Going with the day because the pressure hasn't killed me Ending with the pain because the pleasure's gonna fill me You have no idea how badly I wish I could tell you If only it would worked then you can save me with your help soon Time is running out and I don't think you're gonna make it But I'll hold out my hand and hope that you are gonna take it Can't you see that it's tearing me up? While these thoughts keep on breaking me down I just wish I could turn this around Not more than I wish I was underground Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy