I Don't Wanna Understand

What were ya thinkin', lettin' the night in Lovin' on her, while I'm in our bed? Was it worth it? Did she taste good? Did you know you would? I shoulda seen it Didn't want to believe that I was all yours But you didn't mean it I don't have it in me I'd never cross that line I wish I knew why it's so easy For you to have her on the side I wish I knew how your heart's beating When you damn near shattered mine Maybe I'm crazy, maybe you made me Wish I could get inside your mind But maybe, on the other hand I don't wanna understand I can't imagine, doin' what you did Might be naive, but I'm not stupid Wanna hurt you, I deserve to But I won't go that low I wish I knew why it's so easy For you to have her on the side I wish I knew how your heart's beating When you damn near shattered mine Maybe I'm crazy, maybe you made me Wish I could get inside your mind But maybe, on the other hand I don't wanna- I don't wanna know No, I don't wanna know, how you got like that I guess I'll never know, I'll guess I'll never know And I'm okay with that I wish I knew why it's so easy For you to have her on the side I wish I knew how your heart's beating When you damn near shattered mine Maybe I'm crazy, maybe you made me Wish I could get inside your mind But maybe, on the other hand I don't wanna understand (Was it worth it? Did she taste good?) (Oughta hurt you, I deserve to) I don't wanna understand Was it worth it?