Feeling lost again just like back then
When I couldn't be anything
Medication and the pressure
Stole my voice
Stole my dick
Stole my precious dreams
Is it really all this heartless?
Are we just doomed to be stuck where we started?
If this is it
Then I don't wanna become anything
Feeling lost again the way that I was
It stole my voice and body
Trying to make me give up
But
When everything is quiet
It's louder than a scream
Uh oh
Uh oh
What is this thing inside of me?
I can't drown it out alone
I need you to help me
I hided how it made me feel
But still it didn't work
I tried to hide how I was feeling
Still
But still my feelings hurt
Who's that in my head?
Replaying over again without knowing
Bring you down and I know it
Let her try to be polite
When I'm down
Push her down into the marble floor
In the piggy pen
In a body born to be let down
When everything is quiet
It's louder than a scream
Uh oh
Uh oh
What is this thing inside of me?
What does it need?
What does it mean?
I can't do this on my own
I need you
Please
