Living My Montage

I wish I could explain how hard I tried I read all the books, I did the work Commitment was my middle name, Babe But no matter what you wouldn't reciprocate I begged I cried I tried to just forget I made sure you were okay Refused to walk away But now I'm living my montage I'm taking it day by day I'll be better than I once was Without you here to cause me pain I gave all I had I gave you everything But you spat in my face So I'm starting a new phase I wish I could explain how hard I cried I loved you and learned how to love you more Understanding was my middle name, Babe But no matter what you wouldn't reciprocate I prayed I fought I tried to give you space I did my best Refused to walk away But now I'm living my montage I'm taking it day by day I'll be better than I once was Without you here to cause me pain I gave all I had I gave you everything But you spat in my face So I'm starting new Oh, how I wish you'd tell the truth I should have, but I never gave up on you You'll tell your family one thing But you won't choose to spare me any pain You threw my love away You don't love me You don't want me There's nothing left for me to hold on to So now I'm living my montage I'm taking it day by day I'll be better than I once was Without you here to cause me pain I gave all I had I gave you everything But you spat in my face So I'm starting a new phase I'm living my montage I'm turning a new page