Since the day
I tried to end it all
Yeah I prayed that I wouldn't feel so low
But it's strange
I'm feeling bad again
Why is this happening
They say
Just take your medicine
And you'll feel better soon
But the pain
Inside of me's crippling
Why am I sick again?
Can't get out bed again
Maybe I need a new brain
Is there a button that I can press
So I can get some rest
If I could just get a chance to heal
Make everything stop so I can feel
Coz everything's getting way to real
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
If I could just get some time away
To live and go fight another day
I guess the point that I'm trying to make
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
Yea I've tried
All the therapies
But they don't work for me
For my scars
They're buried so deep within
Won't let anybody in
And I've tried
All the medicines
the self help routines
I can't lie
Inside I'm still struggling
To keep me from crumbling
Can't get out bed again
Maybe I need a new brain
Is there a button that I can press
So I can get some rest
If I could just get a chance to heal
Make everything stop so I can feel
Coz everything's gotten way to real
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
If I could just get some time away
To live and go fight another day
I guess the point that I'm trying to make
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
You're a burden
Not good for anyone
You're a failure
What good have you done
You're not worthy
You always get it wrong
So what's the point of you going on
You're a burden
Not good for anyone
You're a failure
What good have you done
You're not worthy
You always get it wrong
But f or the people I love I have to stay strong
If I could just get a chance to heal
Make everything stop so I can feel
Coz everything's gotten way to real
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
If I could just get some time away
To live and go fight another day
I guess the point that I'm trying to make
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
If I could just get a chance to heal
Make everything stop so I can feel
Coz everything's gotten way to real
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
If I could just get some time away
To live and go fight another day
I guess the point that I'm trying to make
It doesn't feel ok to not feel ok
