Side of Me

Side of me Side of me Slowly realizing I'm miserable, evermore Cannot believe that it's reasonable, fixable Telling myself it's all right That I gotta wait That I gotta carry on (carry on) By myself I thought that getting older was easier But it's scaring me to death, am I just weaker? Maybe should I let myself dream some more, be some more I need someone who gets what I dreaming of And when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of And when I'll find you Someone who knows me at all I will cry by your side and pretend that I can be strong But when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of I won't be alone Waiting a message, it's me I'm seeking acceptance But I am like: what am I waiting for? Surrounded by shadows Pretend my feelings are shallow So that I can think I'm invincible And then I'll Join my friends at the party Pretend that everything's fine But when I'm done I will pour some more Because I'm Wrong and scared to be aside And left alone with my mind Where I just call myself miserable (miserable) But when I'll make it you'll see me I can stand all your feelings That's the side of me, dreaming That I'll find my place And if you delve deep inside me You're gonna find what I'm dreaming of And when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of And when I'll find you Someone who knows me at all I will cry by your side and pretend that I can be strong But when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of I won't be alone That's the side of me Side of me That's the side of me Side of me I won't be alone That's the side of me I'll be a dreamer Side of me I'll be a dreamer No more again I'll be a dreamer Call me believer And when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of And when I'll find you Someone who knows me at all I will cry by your side and pretend that I can be strong But when I'll find you Someone who gets what I'm dreaming of I won't be alone