(I'm fine, I'm fine)
(But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not)
Been staring at my phone for a minute
Trying to find the words to lay down
And I want you to be around now
Everything I write down feels bitter
Should have stayed drinking downtown
Least I'll have some people around
Now everything's fading away
I know I just keep hiding this pain
I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine
But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not
I tried to get to your mind on FaceTime
But now you hang up, because I act drunk
Now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall
Knowing that I have to lose it all
I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine
But baby I'm not
I'm fucking messed up
Overthinking doesn't really cut it
Even though I'm sober enough
I'll never be sober enough
To say, "I've gone fast that I couldn't manage to
Obsess that I took the damage", yeah
I wish I wasn't this jealous, careless
Now everything's fading away
I know I just keep hiding this pain
I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine
But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not
I tried to get to your mind on FaceTime
But now you hang up, because I act drunk
Now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall
Knowing that I have to lose it all
I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine
But baby I'm not
I'm fucking messed up
No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not
No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not
Over you (no baby I'm not, no baby I'm not)
Ooh, oh
No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not
Every time it's the same
I start to care when it's all too late
And now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall
Knowing that I have to lose it all
I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine
But baby I'm not
I'm fucking messed up
