Feeling

Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain Yeah, trying to understand who I am it ain't clear Years been passing by Still don't love myself anytime that I look in the mirror I'm living in fear What do i do when my misery is all I have here? I got a crater that I can turn into an ocean If filled up with all of my tears I'm lost on this road Yeah, trying to find my footing but where do I go? Stuck in my thoughts and lying here prone The point of this life I been wanting to know Learning that money doesn't fix everything Like the pieces inside that are broke I need to put some more focus on healing within in me 'Cause fantasizing makes me choke Yeah, pressure on me and it hurts Maybe I belong inside the dirt Yeah this mental state is really such a curse Feeling like nothing ever works I keep way too much bottled up Need a second alone just to breathe And I got this weight all on me and it's getting heavy Wish these expectations would just leave But I'm fine, yeah my biggest lie And I'm too proud to ask for help So my pain and sorrow's what I sit beside Hate when people start switching sides I need some peace for my inner mind 'Cause I always blame myself every time You ain't ever gonna live your life If everyday you just live to die Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain Yeah, still been off daily and I feel astray I have not been myself and I hope in time I can heal this pain Chasing dreams got me feeling empty All I see is clouds above me filled with rain And I just always question everything about me Like I maybe should've took a different way But these old habits never change much I been running for like eight months Burning chapters in my life here lately Maybe I just need to get my pace up Locked out of my living how I want to Need to find the key to make me whole But I got this stress thats chaining me into the ground And it has really got me feeling broke It's gotten so cold, no where I can go Praying for better days that will show I'm holding on to my hope But I'm growing lonely as I walk this rope on my toes I've been feeling tense all the time on the low Mad at myself and the life that I live Torn about pushing along on this road 'Cause I know my happiness taking a dip, yeah And I need to breathe I wish this feeling in me would just leave I'm on my knees praying I will find some peace Not hard times where I bleed You know what I mean? Trying to be free Tired of this life always on repeat I need to let go of all this weight inside And be a better version of me So Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain Lord save me, embrace me I just can't run away Can't take this, can't shake this Feeling, it's just too much pain