Tired

Feel like I got the weight of the world on my shoulders Keep a smile on my face so nobody could notice Push me to the edge but I've been getting too close and God give his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers I'm alright with it I'ma fight through it And they never need to worry if I might do it I'ma get it done, even if I gotta fall Dust myself off, then I always be moving along Tryna live in the moment, feel like I'm always growing But lately it's getting hard to get out of bed in the morning Already got everything that I wanted and now I'm back to square one I be wondering what is the problem Maybe I should put my phone down, think about my own health I ain't tryna see what they all doing, that ain't no help When you tryna reach a dream, bigger than what they sell Made it here alone, so I keep it to myself The older that I get, the more that I reflect Shit I could've done different, shit I cant accept But I cant change the past, I gotta progress Now I'm questioning what is the definition of success Is it bout the money, is it bout the fame, now Is it bout the women, is it bout the chains, now Or is it living with the peace of mind Maybe one day I'll know the truth But for now, I'm back to the grind All the memories faded in my mind, now Slowly losing myself, but I don't know how I know there's a way that I can climb out I been getting tired of waiting, I need it right now All the things that I've done in my life, now When I think about it, I don't ever feel proud I know there's a way that I can climb out I been getting tired of waiting, I need it right now