All this pressure on me just make it harder to breathe
My problems BIG and I just want them to cease
Daily I been face all the honesty of wants and my needs
And trading foreign exchange been correcting my greed
Only sigh of relief is when I walk in this house
Solution in my head no complaints from this mouth
Tears steady balling like they play front of scouts
Plus I ain't like what I just heard so I spazzed on my spouse
Why I call her out her name I ain't mean that shit
Why I'm thinking bout a chain I don't need that shit
Hate you niggas takes I don't read that shit
Same reason why I feed that clip
Pessimism and anxiety a terrible mix
You think the worst outcome and then you never commit
Sometimes I question who around if the love is legit
Or if they just wanna block my shine like a solar eclipse
Reading Mathew 6 got a Kingdom to search
Covered by his mercy could've found myself in a hearse
Behind enemy lines shot down to the dirt
They think it's all Kap til they knee deep in ya turf
Bring em back earth Willy cause this life too wild
I can't crash how I wanna now cause I got a child
You ain't wanna see my face when I was facing black and milds
They say gangsters don't dances made him running man for miles
Think I'm Kevin Liles them hits was orchestrated
Made it sing like the 90's we did it in coordination
If yo homie get a dot we call it no correlation
And just like a stake out I think I been more than patient
Spent too many days being indecisive
I done carried so much weight that I got tendinitis
And niggas want you six feet like it's another virus
Meditate on better times spending days in silence
