I'm breathless
I am living in the panic
I wonder how I managed
To get myself this fuckin manic
Dramatic and apathetic with no regard
For the damage I've done to my blackened heart
I can feel it coming back again
Its crawling in my skin
Will it ever end
The pills just aren't working
I'm running out of time
These demons they're lurking
Rotting out my mind
I must confess I embrace my lies
I'll live with regret for the rest of my life
l blame it on my father
But the punishment is mine
There's no guiding light
for the dark inside
The walls are closing faster and faster
I can't avoid my disaster
A shattered mind only hearing their laughter
How do I mend this broken brain
Release my
Agony
Its eating me alive
Ripping me of life
Anxiety
Bitting at my hands
Think the worst of everything
Try and do no wrong
But I know I'll fuck it all up
Everything I touch turns to stone
And I stand alone
The pills just aren't working
I'm running out of time
These demons they're lurking
Rotting out my mind
I must confess I embrace my lies
I'll live with regret for the rest of my life
l blame it on my father
But the punishment is mine
Release my agony
My anxiety
There's no guiding light for the dark inside
