When I'm Older

Cool, cool yeah Sometimes I deam and hope You came to teach and show Rhymes change but people won't Best not repeat my flows Best not repeat my flows Jacobs families my fam too so I'll give P to Reece and 'Arsh When I'm older Make my family proud, when I'm older Play this tune out loud, when I'm older When I spoke to Ry, I nearly cried I should have been there, and closer I'm supposed to be your best mate I knew but I didn't phone ya Ashamed of myself and selfish thoughts: 'Am I just one big stoner?' I don't wanna talk about the highs and lows Cos if I get engaged when I'm older You're gonna be best man at the alter There with Jacob too and I told ya Look how far we've come, we're grownups Look how far we've come, we're grownups I don't think that we ever deserved this Back to my older bro, I'm hurtin' Help me out when things aren't workin' You got ill and I got nervous I really think you and Helen are perfect Sorry that I just keep, keep on swervin' I'm not about that much I'm working That's just one excuse I'm wording Came and watched through all my verses All my London shows weren't working Nobody there but you and lurkers I feel the low and kind of worthless Kinda felt like it weren't worth it I'm gonna pay you back, when I'm older Make my family proud, when I'm older Play this tune out loud, when I'm older Will I think this way, when I'm older? I knew things could change, when I'm older But not like this Last year I nearly stopped writing Didn't wanna write the things in my head Didn't wanna get up outta my bed Still dreaming of hope I don't wanna lie to any of my Friends and family still, I was feeling alone Everyone's listening now Can't figure it out I still wanna believe but I don't My best friends out the country So it's not that often that I'm speaking to Joe One promoter I trusted done me wrong and tried to take P for a show Some people think in ways that you can't change, but stealing dough? From something you did not help grow? Are you sure? Are you stoned? Is that cool? Are you broke? Am I gonna forget this? No Back to the point I feel like I'm trapped in my voice And can't see to speak in shows How can I question any of my close Friends if I can't see peoples growth? Look at the end of the line It's bright and I can see my dreams look Folded into something that's deep and cold Don't wanna know things like that I swear, when I'm older Make my family proud, when I'm older Play this tune out loud, when I'm older I am the best round here, I told ya I am the best round, best round