You realize you had nothing until its gone
You're missing all the things you could've done
I've been finding comfort in this pain
It feels like a ship in a hurricane
You call me on the phone just to say
You miss me and you're all alone
You call me unexpectedly
To get some kind of reaction out of me
And I swear
To put myself first before you
And I care
For my peace and it's without you
I need to let go
To find my way out
I have no control can't compare
To hold myself back
From calling you
Yes I know, I won't
I'm set on a healing
You still opening wounds what's it
In for me, fatigued from
All of your loose
Empty after affirmations
Calling back to your bull
On the line with your abrasiveness
Get back to you soon
Or not
Take care hope you figure it out someday
I write to remind myself what I hate
And not to mention how i'm feeling honestly
You ain't gonna get a reaction out of me
Closed imperfections and I know far from perfect
Holding my breath I got so much going on my head
I boost your ego up, just for you to break me down
Picking up pieces, emptiness blamed on me not being around
