My Old Me

I'm barely standing on my feet but I keep moving on I stare at myself in the mirror while I'm throwing up I wanna give in, I wanna be out It's like I'm breathing through a tight pipe Feels like a cloud of ash is pouring gasoline A single sparkle in my eyes could make my world serene And as they tell me, I'm so incapable, that I'm unlovable I'm choosing the devil I don't wanna save me, I just wanna stay here in the night If the game is over, let me use that life coin one last time I can't see through blinding lightning But I can feel the warmth of your skin, love It's like I've been living on rotten memories Until I found the soul to cure it all, to carry on And if tonight I'm grieving my old me I know tomorrow's sun will light me up, reflecting on you Every day starts and ends right at the same spot It's like I'm Truman but there's no way out in the plot I'm sick of healing wounds that I could never shut The strings that lifted me for years have broken off You have met me in my strangest days, now nothing is the same Nothing is the same Nothing is the same It's like I've been living on rotten memories Until I found the soul to cure it all, to carry on And if tonight I'm grieving my old me I know tomorrow's sun will light me up, reflecting on you I can't see through blinding lightning But I can feel the warmth of your skin Love I don't wanna save me, I just wanna stay here in the night Love If the game is over, let me use that life coin one last time Love