Sunlit Room

Lost in the echoes of my silent plea Chasing shadows, elusive thoughts can't be free Painting smiles, concealing the tears Even in the sunlit room, I still fear I've mastered the art of fading away But inside, I'm seeking for a chance to stay Every Oscar won is a piece of me lost Ruined my 20s, never knew how much it cost Begging for love that no one can see And I'm left wondering who's gonna truly love me I've scripted my life in a pleasing line But the pages are stained with unspoken signs A performance, an act, a silent plea For someone who notice the real me I've mastered the art of fading away But inside, I'm seeking for a chance to stay Every Oscar won is a piece of me lost Ruined my 20s, never knew how much it cost Begging for love that no one can see And I'm left wondering who's gonna truly love me Behind the punchlines, there's a tragedy No one sees the tears between Every punchline, every grin It's all pretend, the truth within Underneath the laughter, I'm screaming loud Silent cry in the laughter crowd I've played my part so well You'll never hear me out But I just wanted you to know I'm lost in the maze, aching to get out Every Oscar won is a piece of me lost