Depression

It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression Am not okay But society keeps saying am fine Am not okay But the liquor keeps telling me am dope Am not okay But the drugs keep telling me high Am not okay But the porn tells me that I gat this Am not okay But these people are saying it's a phase Am not okay That all the time am feeling numb these days Am not okay Am feeling suicidal and a mess Am not okay Am feeling pressure from so many things I found peace in your violence Have cried too long in my silence This time around now I am trying Am breaking free from your silence It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression When you see me give hug I need someone to feel my pain Everyday is a second chance but I can't seem to stop the rain Anxiety and depression always leaves me in a drain Am not okay am just trying to stay sane in this world People talk about physical but mental health is important I see people suffering families feel a sense of shame We need help cause the pain, never stops returning Some people don't understand I need someone to say I love you I found peace in your violence Have cried too long in my silence This time around now I am trying Am breaking free from your silence It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression It's my depression