Underneath

It pulls me underneath Hard to say where this all started (Started) Where I got lost along the way, hate to say Made a home inside the darkness (Darkness) Looking for someone to blame anyway I got lost Put the feeling in my hands, I was wrong I can't watch My whole past turn to something I'm not What it cost Was more than I could ever give who would've thought I took here and never ended it all Am I in love with the death of me? Digging a grave for the world to see I keep on trying But I can't seem to bring it light So help me find what's out of reach It pulls me underneath (It pulls me underneath) I tried to find another way out (Way out) But every wall was closing in once again Now I've become all that I hate now (Hate now) But if it gets me out alive I could pretend (I could pretend) Am I in love with the death of me? Digging a grave for the world to see I keep on trying But I can't seem to bring it light So help me find what's out of reach It pulls me underneath (It pulls me underneath) A lost sold on the road to destruction My heart beats but it's failing to function One last hold on humanities crutches My head hurts it's getting harder to trust it Uh, wait (It pulls me underneath) Am I in love with the death of me? Digging a grave for the world to see I keep on trying But I can't seem to bring it light So help me find what's out of reach It pulls me underneath (It pulls me underneath) (It pulls me underneath)