Always? (feat. Nova Watson)

Ooo, I fucking love Lil Beet and 3pack We- we- we making it back in the hood with this one Oh- oh- oh it's 3pack OBC and they know me I don't really understand homies Keep keeping your mouth shut Keep leaving your door shut You can think it's boring talking Cause you ain't owe no one I feel like an authority Gonna kill myself when I'm 40 Got you out my hair Doing magic under stairs There ain't a spell to make it fair Push me, like you do I don't really see it as being rude Tell me, what to do You've always tried to allude me And all I ever wanted was truth And now its too late All I wanna think about Is times that I have lived without Money talking faster But the moneys got a different mouth I can make a change If a brother want a raise Ask if he talking to his mama Mother needs her praise (yuh) I'm alone, not a loner But I like it Lace em Jordans, Lace em Khaleds And I spike it All this money and I don't know where to hide it I ain't funny when I do the shit Sam Hyde did I'm staying private, I'm always shining But I don't get it why are you always lying? The meaning to my life, I'll go out and find it Because I know bitches will go out and hide it They sit there in silence resorting to violence Their mental state corrupted from all the trials In their life they had no purpose going out there Wilding the world is a dark place but this is my time and Nothing in this world is new to me Trauma dumping I need therapy Kill myself before I'm 23 Because there's nothing left to see I was writing down poems knowing it was me I was writing down poems knowing it wasn't me Who am I? Who am I All, I want, to do Is make you happy But now I see you, here alone All, I want to say Is that I love you You would always, say it to me Always, always, so easy it's Always, always, so hard, for me Always, always, always so easy for you now Push me, like you do I don't really see it as being rude Tell me, what to do You've always tried to allude me And all I ever wanted was truth And now its too late Get away from me, get away from me I could you tell that I love you but it wouldn't mean a thing In the end it doesn't matter, staying skinny getting fatter I don't think you'll ever get it, but I still like to imagine Cause all the times I've tried too Doesn't even matter Cause in the end we both know How we feel