What Even Is Life

I'm at the same bar again Ordering the same drink Always with the same things I'm kinda bored of my friends I'm questioning everything I'm thinking therefore I am I forgot to pay my rent I've been too distracted Universe expansive I'm looking over the edge I'm not even 20 Why are we so empty I wanted something real I been trying to find it Can you help me I hate my life, moved to city I get so caught up with trying to grow up What am I What even is life I wanna get fucked up And fall in love with someone I don't know 'Cause I been asking What am I And what even is life These people talking too loud Just wanna drown it out all out I ride the spiral right to the bottom But I found that running don't solve your problems I wanted something real I been trying to find it Can you help me I hate my life, moved to city I get so caught up with trying to grow up What am I What even is life I wanna get fucked up And fall in love with someone I don't know 'Cause I been asking What am I And what even is life I hate my life, I moved to the city Cuz I thought that running Would make things different But it ain't different I hate my life, moved to city I get so caught up with trying to grow up What am I What even is life I wanna get fucked up And fall in love with someone I don't know 'Cause I been asking What am I And what even is life