Post Clarity

When you was down bad, you ain't think I care Now you say, I don't hold you down The liquor in my cup, had me unaware Of what I do when the hoes around Regretting everything I did I'm so sorry Forgetting how I used to live Cuz it still harm me Lookin' in the mirror, my reflection turn into a dog Damn, I should've listened, why I keep doin' my baby wrong I'm trippin, I hit her raw, I should've put a condom on Nah, it ain't my fault, I just blame it on the alcohol Cut my phone on, seen 30 missed calls I told her I was playin' ball, so why you pissed off Just know that love will never heal if you don't ever cry One thing I learned, a woman's intuition never lie Her soul mixed with my ties, the reason I had mixed emotions It made me blind, ain't even notice that her nose big Had four kids, had me hit her at her bro crib He was a opp, if we get caught, there go the whole clip Took a risk to hit while niggaz tryna zip me up Caught a nut, then realized her lace was liftin' up Gotta be real about myself, I hit her on a air mattress This how I feel about myself All the woman I was hunchin' had me losing my value Let's keep it real, it's hard to love someone that's ran through But Jesus did, I learned about him in John, Mark, and Matthew Now I'm takin' accountability with the sad truth Damn, I hate feelin' like this Changed my life quick, now I'm livin' righteous Almost lost the one that's finna marry me Another post nut clarity It wasn't worth it I should've put up a fight Used to live for the moment Almost ruined the rest of my life There was no reason for why I was cheatin' Might not believe, I was possessed by a demon Cuz when I get back to my senses I always regret it Post nut clarity I always regret it Almost lost the one that's finna marry me When you was down bad, you ain't think I care Now you say, I don't hold you down The liquor in my cup, had me unaware Of what I do when the hoes around Regretting everything I did I'm so sorry Forgetting how I used to live Cuz it still harm me It wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me It wasn't me, it wasn't me it was the spirit in me Cuz the liquor I drink Post nut clarity Almost lost the one that's finna marry me It wasn't worth it Should've put up a fight Post nut clarity There was no reason for why I was cheatin' Almost lost the one that's finna marry me I always regret it