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I'm feeling myself today, oh yeah Every time I be feeling that pain, oh yeah Deep down thoughts in my brain, oh yeah Wishing I could relive that pain And I couldn't do it till you touched it I wanna have a hundred years Till I make up for lost I'm feeling myself today, oh yeah Every time I be feeling that pain, oh yeah Deep down thoughts in my brain, oh yeah Wishing I could relive that pain And I couldn't do it till you touched it I wanna have a hundred years Till I make up for lost Say I'm perfect for you, girl But you got another man in your world That nigga Jay, he ain't really ain't shit I don't know why you keep going on back to him I admit I'm doing my best right now My life feel like I'm in chess right now I haven't pulled my bars out yet When I do, you get put in checkmate, girl Life's like chess, got a king and a queen But the niggas in front trying to steal your queen What would your mother think If she saw the way you treated me, girl I have to admit I'm defeated, my girl I cannot explain how I'm feeling, my girl You lied to me about it forever, my girl How could I ever forgive you If you lied and said we were a band, too We together forever, now it's hard to love All my girls gone, so is my man, too I'm feeling myself today, oh yeah Every time I be feeling that pain, oh yeah Deep down thoughts in my brain, oh yeah Wishing I could relive that pain And I'm in a crazy state, tough shit You say I'm perfect for you, girl But you got another man in your world I'm feeling myself today, oh yeah Every time I be feeling that pain, oh yeah Deep down thoughts in my brain, oh yeah Wishing I could relive that pain And I'm in a crazy state, tough shit Wonder how many hits did I make off your love You say I'm perfect for you, girl But you got another man in your world That nigga Jay, he ain't really ain't shit I don't know why you keep going on back to him I admit I'm doing my best right now My life feelin' like a game of chess right now I haven't pulled my bars out yet When I do, you get put in check, man, girl Life's like chess, got a king and a queen But the niggas in front tryna slay your queen Psst, I'm not finished