You asked me to show you
Any song I write about us
But honestly
I don't think this is my story to tell
I can't pretend I'm hurt
Or you're something to blame
I hope we both realize
I'm going straight to hell
I could cite my parents
How 'bout my past or my exes
Then do it all again
Without ever learning my lesson
If you miss my call
Don't expect me to leave a message
You talk and I listen
And I don't ask any questions
I like to dig holes
Cuz it's faster than healing
I build up my walls
And spackle the ceiling
Hide from the rain
And paint over the leakage
It's my fucking song
And I forget the meaning
You say that I'm worth it
I wish I could see it
I wish I made promises that I also believed in
Wish I understood me
And maybe saved all the screaming
I wish I could tell you
Just what the hell I've been thinking
I like to dig holes
Cuz it's faster than healing
I build up my walls
And spackle the ceiling
Hide from the rain
And paint over the leakage
It's my fucking song
And I forget the meaning
I like cutting ties
Cuz it's easier than speaking
Board up the windows
And splatter the ceiling
I hide from the pain
And ignore all the bleeding
It's my fucking song
And I don't know the meaning
