Hell & Back

Some days are bad, some better I'm just tryna live without becoming untethered Weighed down by my trauma like a diamond in the pressure I'm just tryna live life, but every day I'm feeling deader, like Why my demons come around on a night like this Getting mad at everything, gotta hide my fist Everybody in my face, hell, we'll climb like this Never thought I'd be alone when I fight like this Life I chose, no plan B Never let somebody tell me what I can't be I'm the man, making moves for my family And to me, that's sounding better than a Grammy I been to Hell and back and fell off track I bottle up my trauma and my pain and I sell it back Every test God give me I'll excel and pass I know the devil ain't Theseus, so go tell him that I've had lots, I've had a lot So don't ever try to tell me what I got You don't wanna be the one to set me off I can tell they ain't about it, just talk Used to care about my spot, but that always drowned me I was gone for a minute, they'll be fine without me Now there's nothing more important than the ones around me They're the ones that keep me sane, they're the ones that ground me Yeah, there's way more to life than tryna be famous Yeah, you got clout, but your soul been tainted Fake friends stacking when you tryna be the greatest Followers and likes, man, they're so overrated Haven't lost, really changed my perspective Life clicks when you never get the wreckage I don't care about who I got less than Only care about perfecting my message I finally found my purpose I know it's the furthest thing from this circus I'm done and I'm taking my soul back right now I feel it in, like, every word I write down I've been gone so long I got everybody asking me where I been Like what I've done since Who have I become, I just gotta look within, yeah I've been to Hell and back, but I'm still crawling out the fire Give this all I have, I'm scared that life ain't getting brighter But don't tell me that, don't tell me I'm gonna crash I'm never looking back Will you put out all my flames, uh Yeah, like does anybody hear this? Am I alone in my pain when I feel this? I miss the days when I used to be fearless But now my fears been degrading my spirit Had a loss in the family, and it really hurt me And no matter what I do the world keeps turning Demons see me weak, so they use it all to burn me Yeah, that's why they always wanna curse me I just shut down, go up outta my habits I don't leave the house, I been so nomadic But I see my future and I know I gotta grab it Gotta lock in, gotta write another classic And every day I'ma pray, pray that God give me strength To overcome the trauma that been stuck in my way I know we got a plan and it's keeping me sane I'd do this all again, yeah, there's nothing I'd change (Nothing I'd touch) I've been to Hell and back, but I'm still crawling out the fire Give this all I have, I'm scared that life ain't getting brighter But don't tell me that, don't tell me I'm gonna crash I'm never looking back Will you put out all my flames, uh (Hell and back) (I been to Hell and back) (Hell and back) (I been to Hell and back)