Absentminded

New school, new me, new problems Don't have the tools to solve them Teachers, I can't involve them Cuz they don't know what the fuck to do I can't focus, I'm still adjusting Trying to do, make moves end the suffering Trying to keep my brother's spirits up Getting treated like shit, I can't make this shit up Hard heads make a soft ass and Can I talk to you before class It's urgent, I've been struggling Some things can never be said Teachers don't understand us Make us mark up pages, planners Till we're on police scanners Thinking they could be the answer They analyze, they grade us They're ignorance degrades us We can't decide our majors The governments, the slavers Identities split like, Montana Wigs get snatched hey, Hannah Can't get over the hill, no Cypress Attending class, in the void lifeless I'm about to break Is this all a mistake I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave Salvation is saved, I just might get denied When I arrive at the gates Is this all a mistake I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave Salvation escaped, I doubt that I survived That damage I take I know what you all are thinking The man you see jumped in the deep end My mind changes with the seasons I drown my ego till I leap then I fucking saved it, can't let it die, that's human nature Pour gas on the flames, then I fuel my anger Shit went downhill with his life in danger Hung up my feelings till I broke the hanger Can't cry out for help cause no one answers Found out too late, couldn't avoid the cancer Suppressed the depress, cause teachers make shit worse They analyze, they grade us They're ignorance degrades us We can't decide our majors The governments, the slavers Identities split like, Montana Wigs get snatched hey, Hannah Can't get over the hill, no Cypress Attending class, in the void lifeless There's shit I couldn't shake Liquor to ease the pain Sun rays feel just like rain I guess, I felt something There's shit I couldn't shake Liquor to ease the pain Hide my tears, disassociate Lil' bitch, this ain't nothing new There's shit I couldn't shake Liquor to ease the pain Sun rays feel just like rain I guess, I felt something There's shit I couldn't shake Liquor to ease the pain Hide my tears, disassociate Little bitch, this ain't nothing new I'm about to break Is this all a mistake I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave Salvation is saved, I just might get denied When I arrive at the gates Is this all a mistake I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave Salvation escaped, I doubt that I survived That damage I take