Black boy SURVIVAL

Cruisin down the corner Rollin wit my nigga Driving real slow cuz my license is suspended We Livin Meek Mill Dreams, young and Wale with ambition A couple Money Makin Grinches goin on a mission But niggas get distracted, can't focus on the business When my stomach is growling, I think I'll cop some dinner "Aye bro let's go to Cookout, ain't been there in a minute" Wait hold up wait a minute, my spidey senses tingling See flashing lights in distance, my nerves go up intensely Police pull up behind me, my mind like "Shit I'm finished" And then they pulled me over, please God don't let them kill us They said we fit description, a couple niggas dippin Apartment complex robbery cuz we look like the kinda kids Who'll pull up yo Mom n em to rake a couple dollars in And take a vid go viral wit it Boonk gang shit Got the wrong one I ain't do that shit "Man I was just tryna get some food and shit" "Better not move, I can shoot you bitch" Right there my heart froze, I got chills up my spine I feel ice in my toes, holding tears in my eyes I feel cracks in my voice, I can't scream for my life I'm surprised, is this how I'm gonna die? Black Boy horror story yuh All throughout history yuh Causing mass hysteria All throughout my area Black Boy horror story yuh All throughout history yuh Causing mass hysteria All throughout my area I been making music since 2012 I feel like ever since I started rapping Man I lost myself Too focused on the music And really achieving goals At nights I would contemplate Should I sell my soul? I been losing sight of the real me And ever since I dropped the album People say they feel me But are they really listening? Niggas got surface level hearing Cause I'm crying out for help While they dancing to my lyrics Shit is painful I can't even find solace in family Cause my parents don't know me Yet I'm trynna make em happy And my bro saying Man you're 21, you gotta grow Cause this rapping that you do Is immature you gotta know Man I'm trying Really going crazy in my adolescence If you saw the pain in my eyes Then you'd make an effort But whatever I'm really on my own shit Conflicted cause I'm winning But I'm losing all my closest Homies that I came up with That's how life goes Cleansing all my sins While I'm clutching to the Bible Cleansing all my sins While I'm clutching to survival Nigga I'm an idol