Repent

Waiting for the people That can tell me that I'm okay That I got a little skill Little rap game Beats pretty fire And you gotta admit it's insane There's a million other people With the same pain Gotta be the one to release The heat streak Not aiming for the best That's kind of a sneak peak At least to relieve me Setting a beast free I just want to hear somebody Saying they can believe me But I'm out on my own See it's all in my soul And I Wish I could leave But I got Nowhere to go So I could never get out But I am still feeling cold And I just wanna be here Where I'm comfortable So I could write songs And I can make beats Just to mix it all And create heat If you need help Then We can take a seat So we can talk it out Just to find some peace I know you're trying to breathe Don't wanna weigh it on me It's getting harder to see Harder to see I know you're trying to breathe Don't wanna weigh it on me And you don't wanna believe It's getting harder to see Harder to see I know it's something That you believe in You're feeling like it ain't true I said it once And I will again Cause It's something you gotta do Cause it's not like you're alone You know that I'm here by your side And if you are feeling like you're gonna lose it Then give yourself some time If you, never give yourself The time you need to rest You'll be stressing out Big and leave a mess I wanna the one To help you in the end So We could talk it out And I could be your friend We could be okay We could be the best We just gotta aim Aim to be the next Gotta let it go And give away the stress So we can have a life Where we chose to repent I know you're trying to breathe Don't wanna weigh it on me It's getting harder to see Harder to see I know you're trying to breathe Don't wanna weigh it on me And you don't wanna believe It's getting harder to see Harder to see Hate the music, it's fine But I'm staying on while I grind And to all the people That don't believe me I'm telling you that I'm fine Gotta lotta people that doubt That hate I got my own route I'm working overtime, staying on the line Hold me back and i'll shout Cause I gotta chase the dream But I hate to work a job That's why I'm out of work It's why the music never stops Cause I try to stay consistent But I always get convicted And I'm Feeling so conflicted If I get a shot Then will I miss it Care less But I doubt that Fall down But I bounce back Can't stop now On the right track If I back up Then I will slack Staying motivated With the in between Like aggression Got me feeling mean Losing time Like I'm cutting scenes But I'm in the one Where i'm feeling me Finally feeling so free Finally feeling so me Find it so hard to believe Believe that I got what is needed So I can just suddenly reach my dreams Know that it's tough But you know that I'm reaching I got the ability Got to achieve it You know that I'm searching I gotta believe that I'm gaining the abilities Just to reach it I know that it's hard Never been simple Always a fight Aim for the steep hill Never doing anything that's illegal And I gotta be alive To see my sequel And you can't stop that And nobody in the game's gonna top that If you're losing all your words Than it's not rap And I'm still up in the race But I'm not last