Lying Awake

As I stay awake Laying in my bed Can you tell that I'm Over thinking Have a million thoughts Stuck inside my head That just won't descend Feel like I'm sinking Hey Wait a minute I'm here I'm just trying to figure out all of my fears And I'm staying away I'm making it clear That I'm doing a trick And I will disappear I've never been the one to blend in I'm the kinda person that people keep around To have comparisons A pair of sims They're mocking me again I wish that I was forgetting it all But I guess I can't Society It seem to never change And the way that humans act Will always stay the same Cause nobody ever gets involved When you're going through pain And All these kind of issues Are what are inside of my brain It's water under the bridge That won't flow Pressure in on a cave That won't hold Try to right all the wrongs They don't know Guess it's left for the stories Of the untold As I stay awake Laying in my bed Can you tell that I'm Over thinking Have a million thoughts Stuck inside my head That just won't descend Feel like I'm sinking Trapped in a motion to believe That I use my emotions to think Use my heart, not my mind Let it sink Let it sink Too much passion to grasp It's the wisdom I lack But I'm fine in the back A maniacal laugh Cause the pain is a trap My Depression is back With the punch that it packs I can never relax Do I overreact Need a pat on the back Will it cut me some slack Letting go of the past To defend or attack Cause I'm broke and I'm cracked It's one hell of a track To find a way back Having faith sometime it feels so hopeless That doesn't mean that i've given up hoping That I can find where I'm meant to be Cause my music in life is really only meant for me