Alone

I told you if I need you I would call you on the phone I'm not trying to deceive you I just want to be alone Alone with my demons Alone with my thoughts Alone to fix everything I might've forgot I needed a break From these voices in my head Before I lose myself again I'll live another day But I'm cornered by the thoughts Never make it out Never gonna be on top Never gonna be the person That I really want to be I'm hiding the person That you don't want to see, inside of me But I got a lot of people tryna get me out Tell me how you feel I really need to hear it now Thinking I will listen But I'm gonna tune it out Cause nobody In they heart Is really helping out Never really care I do it on my own I Hate when they compare I do it all alone I don't need these people Leaving hate inside my ear They never send a text "How you doin'? Are you even there? That's why I live inside a bubble I'm not married to my phone I Got a personality That Is never leaving home I'd rather live a happy life Knowing I can be alone I told you if I need you I would call you on the phone I'm not trying to deceive you I just want to be alone Alone with my demons Alone with my thoughts Alone to fix everything I might've forgot I needed a break From these voices in my head Before I lose myself again I've been calling I've been calling You've been letting it ring Make it harder to believe That I can trust in a thing If I got something to say I leave it after the beep Even when I'm feeling under Fighting mentality But I really need you here next to me Don't walk away I try and try again But you never come my way I've been searching I've been looking For somebody to save the day But It's never gonna happen And I gotta do it on my own Nobody's gonna save me When I'm all alone Ain't nobody gonna answer When I call the phone Guess I'm walking down a lonely road Let me free Just let me free I'll break the chains Hung over me I'm gonna change I'm taking steps A better me With no regrets I told you if I need you I would call you on the phone I'm not trying to deceive you I just needed to be alone