Tired

I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all All the same faces They never change I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all I just want to leave This just ain't the place for me I always get the worst In a world, just full of evil I barely trust my family Like I don't know these people We're family in blood But not family in heart At least to me That's how it seems I think we're tearing us apart Cause everybody's talking Like it's only with they mama My uncle's funeral On the side, was full of drama When no one saw a photo They would gossip on the side I know what happened, no excuses I do not really care for lies You couldn't realized We tried to celebrate a life You couldn't take a second To put differences aside Other than the services That week was a disaster Cause I tried to kill some time And I wish that it had ended faster I wanted to get away I needed a release Then my cousins came along And then they gave me peace But I really lost my Hope To ever be complete But I am staying In my lane So You never heard it from me I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all All the same faces They never change I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all I just want to leave This just ain't the place for me Silence is the only thing That's keeping me sane Cause if I spoke a word It would blow up in my face So I'm trying to compress All emotion, all the stress I'm avoiding conversation Cause depression likes to tempt But I can't take it anymore I really need a break I gotta take some time for me To write out all my pain So I can live another day And know that I will be okay Just to find a piece of my Peace of mind Here to stay It's like I'm running from a place That I am never to escape Traumatic experience That I'm never to erase I'm sprinting for my life But it's a never-ending race That's why I focus on the now I'd rather take it Day by day But I'm still fighting, right I'm still living, right And you can take my life But not my faith to fight I got some fight in me I got a light in me I know that I am here But I am heavenly sent But I'm still over it I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all All the same faces They never change I'm tired of it all I'm tired of it all I just want to leave This just ain't the place for me