What's Next?

If I find What I'm searching for Then what is Next for me But if I don't Where else can I go With whatever's left of me If I do find me Then where do I go from here If I do find the road Where can I take it How do I steer And will I know how to drive Foot on the pedal And good with the wheel I'm behind Will I survive All of the obstacles On the way out of my mind I'm clearing my conscious I feel like I'm running out, all of my options Finally watching The road I am heading down Cause it all use to be nonsense I'm never stopping Finally got energy Had an epiphany Seeing it through but I'm cautious I'm seeing through but I'm cautious Cause it's not like I know Where I'm going to be I just try my best to be better than me Yes I have a heart, just like you, and it beats But I feel like everyone's better than me No, I don't think highly when it is myself That's why I stay quiet and keep to my self I have my own place in the lower of shelves But I know what I'm worth It's just harder to tell, now If I find What I'm searching for Then what is Next for me But if I don't Where else can I go With whatever's left of me If I find What I'm searching for Then what is Next for me But if I don't Where else can I go With whatever's left of me