Telling Myself

So now's the time you change your mind And decide that you don't want me I never thought i'd be the fool Crawling after someone Now i'm crawling after you You closed your eyes before Just to try to ignore the open door in front of you You took me by surprise Like a fish of truth in the sea of lies But you were the greatest lie of all I don't deserve this You don't deserve me At least that's what i keep telling myself Even though i cry sometimes I know in the back of my mind i will be alright Maybe even tomorrow I never thought i'd be the fool Looking for someone Now i'm looking for someone new I don't deserve this You don't deserve me At least that's what i keep telling myself Oh, i don't deserve this You don't deserve me I can't be lonely forever I don't deserve this You don't deserve me I can't be lonely forever At least that's what i keep telling myself Telling myself Telling myself At least that's what i keep telling myself Telling myself Telling myself At least that's what i keep telling myself