Faking

Oh, after last night I feel more vulnerable Than I've ever been Can't you see that I'm letting you in? And I don't know How much longer I can resist And I don't know When I'm gonna start breaking But you are not there, oh no Oh no, baby, not all of you So, I just make up the rest, oh, yes I will fill you in Because I don't know How much longer I can resist And I don't know When I'm gonna start breaking When I'm, when I'm start breaking And this morning she called again She calls every time I start to think you are mine So, if you think that I am lost And do not have a home Well, guess again And remember where I've been Oh, yes, I think I have been here before I am alone in the shower Seeing myself on the floor And in the mirror I stare with a look Or if I do not know where I am coming from And I don't know How much longer I can resist And I don't know when I'm gonna start breaking I just want to try to take this for what it is Honey, but what it is? What it is? Oh yes, it seems to be me Oh, yes, it seems to be me You know that I am just Faking, oh, well, I am faking again Oh, I am just faking it again 'Cause after last night I feel more vulnerable