This Is My Story This Is My Life

This it yall imma let it all loose A story about a life, a life i didnt get to choose I was born in '84 to a mother they called a whore Called the devil's son, a mistake and a family's scorn Then the year turned it to 1985 My mother died supporting me i still feel it up inside My grandmother adopted me and raised me on her own But it was so damn hard because i was alone I started school and i never had any friends Busted lips and blackend eyes was a child's revenge I got pushed around by children and the staff When i run away cryin all they did was laugh My uncle at the time was like a dad to me Take me down to showtime to rent all the horror movies Hellraiser, halloween, and faces of death Day in and day out it was the illest shit '94 rolled around and i even found christ But then i turned my fuckin back cause i found it was lies I found my left hand path and yo im still the same LaVey, Crowley, and other sinners to fill up my brain () This is my story and this is my life The beggining of the book is here and it lies deep inside Litsen to ryhems cause the worlds about to change When im reborn the world won't be the same Then i Grew up and Things started to change I found heavy metal music And drugs began to rage And I rocked the mic with loudest black metal screams Enough to pop a virgin's cherry and make ur preacher's ear bleed But still at this time i had no friends Only people trying to get some in the end I tried suicide more then a couple times But i guess i wasnt tring hard enough because im still alive In 2002 i found the crew that had my back Chillin the village inn and at the cheeby shack And to this day i still got crazy ass mothafuckin psychotic wig splitters And now that u know that im doin all good Imma tell the truth like a real killa should would One dark august night as i did the devil's prayer A spirit came into the room and he slowly said "YOUR SOUL IS OURS THE HARVEST HAS BEGUN WE MUST TAKE THE SOULS OF EVERYONE U R THE NEW SON OF MAN AND U R THE FIRST POWER THAT THEY SHALL FEAR!!!"