All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize I'm losing and this is my real life I am half asleep, and I am wide awake This habit is always so hard to break I don't want to be the bad guy I've been blaming myself and I think you know why I'm killing time and time's killing you Every way that I do Did you say please just follow me? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else I'm under the gun, you're like the only one I just can't decide what I'm running from This isn't what I wanted but I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut It's not enough, it's never enough And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck Can't focus it, but I try it Over and over again Did you say please just follow me? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else Na na, na na, na Na na, na na, na na Na na, na na, na Na na, na na, na na Please just follow me? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like Did you say please just follow me? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I'll try and suck it up I just keep fucking up I want you all to myself Did you say "Please just follow me"? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else