Already Missing The Train

Well I'm afraid I've fallen in this deep abyss again I'm so sick Pretending this is another game I've been busy watching the sky Instead of seeing what is right before of my eyes I can barely watch my own step Tripping over the same stone all over again I want to go back to the moment I left To believe I wasn't guilty of my own end Is it my heart beating what I hear? I'm getting out of breath again What will be of me? Is this a caprice, or an unsatisfied need? I've been deceiving myself with what I've always known I can't complain because no one knows And surely, they don't want to be told And surely, they don't want to be told Please tell me when I'm supposed to catch the train I don't want to miss it with all this rain I've been busy asking to the stars When I know I'm not going to depart Depart Oh Whoah Oh Oh Oh Oh Whoah Oh Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh Please tell me if I'm going to depart